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最近色々あってブログあんまり更新できてないな(^^;)
so many things happened recently that i couldn't update my blog (^^;)
とりあえず、ブログのレイアウトをiThemeに変更してみた^^
well, at least i changed the my blog layout to iTheme^^

so what did i have recently?

大学で研究したり、チャーチで楽しんでたり、パーティーに行ったり、旅行に行ったり、友達とぶらぶらしたり、朝までチャットしたり、資格試験を受験したり、んでもちろん、人生で最後の夏休みのための準備もo(^-^)o
researching at uni, having fun at church, going to parties, travelling, hanging out with friends, chatting until morning, taking up qual exams, and of course, preparing also for my last summer vacation o(^-^)o

ただ、その前に、研究がね、ちょっとヤバイ。本当に本当に本当にヘルプ・ミーだね。Ageia PhysXが分かる人は誰かいませんか？
neways, my research is facing a dead-end. reallyreallyreally need some help and more time. anyone able to read-write in Ageia PhysX language?

ちなみに、N and Tは先週の土曜に結婚しました。
and yup, N and T got married last saturday.

★ ご結婚おめでとうございます★
CONGRATZ FOR THE WEDDING ne!

just log in to Facebook or mixi and you'll find like HUNDREDS of PHOTOS of them ;p

そしたらね、翌日の日曜にチャーチに行ったら、ある男が自分のほうにやって来て、こう言った。
and while i went to church on the next day, a guy came up to me and said this.

「来月結婚します。来てくれる？」って。
"We're getting married next month. Will you come?"

正直、最初の自分の反応は、
my first reaction was, actually,





・・・ふざけんなよ！！！まず婚約の報告から話してくれよ（笑）
. . . don't joke around! you haven't even told me you're engaged - lol.

or is it just me who didn't notice the ring? - lol.

anway, i'm so happy for them! FINALLY they decided to get married!^^

まぁ、あまり大きな結婚式やらないそうなので、誘われて嬉しかったです(^^;)
well, it won't be a big wedding ceremony, so i'm glad i'm invited (^^;)

結婚って、感動するもんだね。
wedding is always a stirring moment.

先週の日曜にチャーチでは結婚についてのメッセージでした。「雅歌」という書がちょど聖書の真ん中にあるんだけど、この書は、はっきり言ってラブの詩集だ。何で聖書に？って思うかもしれないけど、i guess God wants us to remember that romance was His idea. だから、神様によって結ばれた二人ってほんとに素敵^^
last week in church the message was about MARRIAGE. in the Bible, there is a book called the "Song of Solomon"; this book is a collection of love poems. why is it in the Bible? i guess God wants us to remember that romance was His idea. that's why two person who are joined together by God are really lovely^^

さて。
by the way.

最近自分変わっていくよな、って実感しました。色々な人も言われているし。たまに、変わっていいかどうか分からなくなったりする。同時に、自分に与えられた世界も、変わり始めている。
recently i realized that me myself is changing. lots of people are saying it too. sometimes i'm not sure whether this is good or not. in the same time, i felt that the world that was given to me started to changed too.

これだけを信じて明日へ向かっていく。
i'll hang on to this to face tomorrow.

ローマ８：３８
そして私たちは、神様を愛し、神様のご計画どおりに歩んでいるなら、自分の身に起こることはすべて、益となることを知っているのです。
Romans 8:38
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

そして、もっと、素直になろう。
and, i want to be true to myself more.

自分に言い聞かせて、
saying it to myself,

"THE BEST IS YET TO COME."

PS: my mobile is half-broken, so my mail reply will be a bit late. well, iPhone is out on July 11th, but it's just to expensive with 7,280 yen a month (><;)